The Beauty of GOD and SATAN (part 3)

i believe we communicate with and without words.
i believe we broadcast our thoughts and feelings, intentionally and unintentionally.
where we agree, we attract.  where we strongly agree, we strongly attract.
i believe attraction, but definition, is mutual. 
now the interpretation of attraction bears variations.

a man is drawn to a woman.
either he ALONE is drawn to her, or many see her beauty and desirability.

a woman is drawn to a man.
but she feels he draws too many.

one drawn to one.
or one drawing many.

it depends on volition.

my wife felt like i was "committed" when she saw me before we married.  i "came across" as one who was not "available" to many.

this was (and is) true for me.

now we come to my theory of the way of God and satan's beauty.

a beautiful man can determine how his beauty is seen and experienced.  he determines whether he or God will receive glory for his beauty.  

a beautiful woman determines who sees and receives glory for her beauty, spiritually giving her being to whom she chooses, discreetly or indiscreetly; discriminating or undiscriminating.   

will her pearls be cast before swine?
will his pearls be for all girls, both theirs and mine?

the beauty of God can be adored or ignored.  this is His way.  
the beauty of satan seems insatiable and irresistible.  this is his way.

so what do i say about the beauty of the woman the man saw in the story?

this is my theory.

she didn't come to draw him.
he didn't come to be drawn by her.
but there they were.  
drawn.  
in agreement.  
attraction.

she wanted to be impossible to be ignored by simply being.
he found her impossible to be ignored while she was simply being.
he told her.
she heard him, seeing herself through his eyes.
her un-ignorable beauty a reality.

satisfied, she continued to read.
satisfied, he left.

but was her "un-ignorable beauty" God's or satan's?
it depends on her intentions, the man's intentions, God's intentions, and satan's intentions.

as far as her beauty, did she intend God's glory or her own?
did the man seek to worship God, himself, or her?
did satan see an opportunity with her beauty?

this is my theory.
she wanted her beauty to be an objectivity.  a reality.  an un-deniability. 
why?  she felt ignored.  unappreciated.  insignificant.  she felt like her beauty in this world was not "enough," though she wanted it to be.  her inner vulnerability was an objectivity, a reality, which could be felt by all who WANTED to see.

so, in the sense that she wanted reality, she wanted God's glory.

the man's desires were not sensual or sexual at all.  they were strong, but resistible, yet irresistible.  how so?

lightning is seen by those who can see, whether they want to see it or not.  in that sense it is un-ignorable.  her beauty was like lightning.

yet one can close a window and close himself off from the sight of lightning.  indeed, one almost HAS to do this to ignore lightning.  when he moved so he couldn't see the woman, he closed the window of his mind to the lightning of her desire.  it worked.  

God's voice thunders.  it is not only "the still small voice."

in heaven, God CANNOT be ignored.
on earth, He can be.  

yet those in heaven DO NOT WANT to ignore God, which is why they are there.
in hell are those who ignored God while on earth, and rejected Him once and for all and forever.  in hell their wish is granted.  now they CANNOT experience him, even if they WANTED TO.  but they do not want to.  and God accepts this desire.

those who want to ignore God's beauty can and will, now and forever.
but satan's beauty is forced upon us and used against us.

like a hideously strong cologne or perfume, even if seductively sweet, they obnoxiously arrest our sense of smell. 
the fragrance of hell. 

glaringly loud colors and sounds!
abrasive textures and touches!

if you feel you cannot look away, ask yourself why.
it is a lie.
look away and think.
find true beauty in your liberty.  this is God's glory.